It is mostly in the midst of chaos that I find the calm to think. As opposing the environment is to the need, this alliance has suited me the most. And without fail, Life has always presented itself with this unique alignment of stars to make this complex state of mind a reality.
It would not however imply that my lack of writing up blogs for the past year or so means that my life has been any less chaotic. If anything else, it was more chaotic than ever. A lot of balance has been brought into my life and there were some dear course corrections needed and made. The ship creaks less now and the complaints are new but not entirely unwelcome.
Blogging for me was initially a freedom of expression. Unhindered by the lack of creativity and exceptionally flawed nature of grammar that I possessed and still posses. It gave rise to a multitude of shallow expressions that were treaded upon by more mortals than I thought. With it brought enlightenment that I would now be judged and there was a need to bring about a sense of character to the blogs.
That is where I fail without fail. My blogs are attempts at humor before knowing whom to make laugh. My blogs contain opinions on various aspects of life without knowing whom to make the point to. My blogs contain no facts that can be confirmed with any agency. My blog is a friend to none and enemy to none. That in itself could be its uniqueness, a blog that is absolutely pointless. Its resurrection is not in being the phoenix, but in being the ash that cinders way beyond expectations and fulfilling none.
